It’s almost as if it becomes more fluid and I no longer care about titles or that heterosexuality is what is considered “normal” in western culture, or even that by title and definition that i am heterosexual.
I am a 20 year old heterosexual male, been in youthful mushy gushy relationship with a mega babe for about 6 months now. I’ve been burning the green everyday for about a year, off an on for a year or so before that. Weed definitely makes me wanna get it on! It also increases my desire to watch porn and or masturbate in itself.
I’ve also noticed that I feel like sexuality as a concept/idea becomes very different when I’m stoned. It’s almost as if it becomes more fluid and I no longer care about titles or that heterosexuality is what is considered “normal” in western culture, or even that by title and definition that i am heterosexual. My friends have told me that I am very bold in expressing this, but i’m not afraid of being myself.
In general I feel more lustful and human anatomy in general becomes more attractive. I find myself more comfortable to point out what I might find attractive physically in a member of the same sex, usually it’s about an individuals anatomy.
I spend more time trying to interpret physical touch, I’m much more inclined to feeling like all physical touch is sexually stimulating/arousing, or that the person touching me is doing so with the intentions to sexually stimulate/arouse.
I remember one of the first times I smoked weed It went down like this… burning a bowl with a neighborhood friend late summer in the late afternoon. The bowl was packed with decent grade A bud and topped with hash. I felt myself slowly getting stoned while we passed it back and forth.
We finished it and he set it down on the counter. Then he looked up at me and said, “oh wow! better hash then i expected, i gotta go lay down, you can chill here or whatever.” next thing i know I’m at my parents house alone eating reheated take out chinese food that i must have microwaved with an extreme teenage-boy-gotta-eat-everything-in-sight kinda hunger and i remember thinking, “wow i didnt realize marijuana was this potent! this is the highest i’ve ever been! this is what the munchies is! i should go lay down because i have no clue what’s going on!”
Next thing i know i’m butt ass naked on my bed masturbating with the most unrelenting irresistable urge to engage in getting off somehow. I remember the build up to the climax being insanely intense and then waking up to my alarm the next morning.
I’m definitely very stoned right now and I feel like I rambled on a bit, but hopefully someone finds this post to be meaningful.